of validating source just because my sign describes me closely: Aquarius. According to this I should be looking into fields of humanitarianism. I'm not looking to be Oprah, but helping people really does fulfill me in ways money can't. After a bit of pondering I've come to the conclusion that I want go back to school. Given my 'condition' online courses are perfect for this fall followed by a little break and more online courses. I've decided that nursing will allow me to help people and help support my pending family. Just coming to this decision has me motivated. Maybe all I needed was a baby on the way to get my act together? If I'm not just doing it for me but for my little E I think the chances of giving up on the full pursuit of an MSN degree isn't much of a feat at all. B has an in demand job but is technically a contractor. I feel like nursing is always in demand and a dependable job with flexible hours that would allow me to be a great back up should anything, knock on wood, ever happens. I haven't decided on the specific field of study yet, but I'm sure I have plenty of time. If I continue to study regularly I should have an MSN by 2014, or by the time E is 4 or 5. Being able to provide a solid, plentiful future for her excites me.
Speaking of her, my mother has doubts it is a 'her' at all. I'm carrying very low and her old wives tale dictates that as a boy. She even wanted to refrain from buying very girly-girl dresses at Babies R US in case she ended up being a he. She's been moving a bit more, but not nearly as frequently as I'd guess by now. I have been looking significantly more pregnant just this week. I have a little bit of waddle going on :) I can't wait until I can feel kicks from the outside so that B can feel them too. I'll be impatiently waiting...
